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yesterday simone and i were looking in a baby name book. edward means happy protector and cullen means handsome. and stormy means storm. lol. seriously, it was a profound moment forshor.

i had a dream last night that i actually remembered. it was very reminiscent of my october dreams. too bad he went to a concert instead of prom. with his girlfriend. booo.

for the record: i hate it when teachers give “time to work with groups.” its like really? you couldnt find a wordsearch we could do? now i have to sit by some randoms who wont discuss anything except annoying boys or gossip. im sick of it. and does nobody actually care about anything except themselves? really? jeez, read a newspaper please.

kay, done with rant.

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hey there

its me. again. how longs it been, like 5ish months? wow, has it been that long? idk if ive missed tumblr. ive missed writing tho. and since we have to do short stories for eng, and im having total blockage, i felt like this would be a good place to practice? idk. it seemed like a good idea when i was signing up again.

i watched the hangover this morning on dvr. it was definitely a waste of my life. why do so many ppl like that movie? i dont understand it. it wasnt even funny. i guess that type of humors just not my type.

out to lunch soon.

lots more to say. and not to say perhaps.

im glad i opted out from last night though. even tho i did have a ticket and a dress. but i guess just turning down others made me realize my real reason for all that was just bc i nvr rly wanted to go. idk why.

last week was…weird. now i have so much to say bc i didnt really say anything at all. not talking is different for me. good different? bad different? idk. sometimes i wish i hadnt taken off the locked rosy glasses. oh well. cant go back now.

oh yeah, hi im carmen.